I have a strong feeling this is going to be a bit of a rant. It hasn't been the most fabulous day and it's only the latest edition to a long line of absolutely rubbish days.
The kind of days that make me feel like I'm going down absolutely the wrong path without knowing how to turn back.
I need help. And motivation. Some kind of strong wind to knock me over and say don't be a silly arse and just get on with it.
Sitting here nuzzled in my bed I've shielded myself from the horrors of life within a shell made of 560 thread count sheets. It's my panacea. For the moment at least while I plot my next major move. I've never been very good at that, particularly when it comes to my own life, but damn if I don't try. Life's full of rejection and I'm a quarter inch to the left of letting it get the better of me.
God give me strength. Don't tell me I'm just searching for another excuse. My poor heart can't take it.
oh dear, this sounds serious :/
ReplyDeletebesides the many typical things that calm me down (like listening to music, doing sports, sleeping!), reading the zodiac facts (or Gemini facts to be precise) actually cheers me up and somewhat motivates me. cos ya know..gemini's are awesome and you really cant deny it ;) chin up! you're a gemini, you're one of a kind and you're definitely worth it. *hugs*
YOU ARE COMING TO SPORE IN A WEEK!!!! That's something to look forward to babe! :))))
ReplyDeleteSS: Thanks so much for the encouraging words sweetie :) I'm feeling much better and smiling more now. See you this weekend :)
ReplyDeleteDotty: I cannot wait to see you!!!